The following end passages are taken from the online book I mentioned in a post labelled ‘Me reading?’ two days ago. The book can be downloaded free of charge for anyone interested…..and I sincerely hope many will take up the offer. I make no excuses for that because I know myself how important it is for people to understand the times and having read the book I thoroughly agree with the author. Steven Medley is a man whose life has changed dramatically since……well I’ll let him tell you in his own words written at the end of that book….
If you are among those who have followed along closely in
this study, then I believe you have been blessed, and privileged
to behold, and to understand the time-line of God. You have
been given an extraordinary gift and it has not come to you
accidentally. You have come to the knowledge of I Chron.12:32
“And of the children of Issachar, which were men that had
understanding of the times, to know what Israel ought
Notice that the understanding was given to them for the
benefit of all of Israel. It was God’s instrumental method for
guiding and directing His people. At the same time it served to
give an advanced notice and warning so that the people could
prepare for what would lie ahead.
And unless we forget, this also is the ministry of the Holy
Spirit. Jesus Himself spoke these words in John 16:13 “…when
He, the Spirit of truth, is come, He will guide you into all
truth; for He shall not speak of Himself; but whatever He
shall hear, that shall He speak, and He will show you things
If you have been awakened through this study it is only
because the Spirit of God has revealed it to you. Neither you
nor I have the ability within ourselves to see these things, let
alone the ability to understand them, or even to believe them
for that matter, this is the work of the Spirit of truth.
And if you’re wondering “why me?” Jesus Himself explains
it best in John 14:29 “And now I have told you before it come
to pass, that, when it is come to pass, you might believe.”
This is a call to faith my dear friends, it cannot be mistaken
for anything else.
I can look back at my own life and see clearly the various
stages of faith and relationship that God has brought me
through, and continues to do so. Early on I spent decades as
a devout follower of drugs, alcohol, sex, violence and rage,
cursing, lying, and stealing. I was loud, and arrogant, and cruel,
unthankful, selfish, and unloving. There was no sin that I am
aware of that I did not readily engage in, and I cared little about
religion, let alone a person called God. This was the horror
that my life had become over the many years of committed
practice of every type of evil. I had become a street animal,
sleeping anywhere, eating anything, and doing everything,
while barely resembling a man. My mind was a sewer, a pit of
disgust and torture, and there was no way out for me.
I was continually haunted in my alone time by my many
failures and inadequacies, and the many people that I had
hurt. I had turned my back on a dying father, I had totally
abandoned an innocent young daughter, I had scammed and
abused every relationship I had ever known, and I had injured
many physically as well as those I had scarred emotionally.
I had never owned anything, never held on to any job, never
married, never even had a driver’s license; I was a throw away,
and the worst part of it, was that I knew it. Year after year
was passing, decades rolled painfully by, and as no surprise
to me I was actually growing worse. Imprisonments and
incarcerations, attempted murders, and those that attempted
to murder me. Drug overdoses, some intentional, others were
not, house fires, car crashes, gun shots nearly missing, home
invasions and armed robberies, you name it, this was my life.
And one night I laid broken and shattered on a cold kitchen
floor in the dark, crying shamelessly, and I said “God, I have
heard about the people that you have changed their lives. If you
can do this for them, why can’t you do this for me? You know
that I cannot change myself, if you don’t change me I will die.”
That was it. No great theological prayer, no one there to hold
my hand and lead me through the dos and don’ts of petitioning
God properly. Just a crushed and hopeless heart giving up,
tired and beaten down, crying out on a naked kitchen floor in
the dark. I didn’t even know if He had heard me. There was no
lightning or thunderbolts, no visions, no appearance of angels,
no heavenly voice, no anything. I remember eventually getting
up and wiping the tears from my face and moving on to
whatever the next thing was. But I tell you this, from that
next day and forward I did feel something, something new
and strange, but unmistakably real. For the first time in my
life I could feel within me an opposing presence to the evil
that was my life. I didn’t know what this thing was, but it
was actively resisting me on every wicked front that I use to
perform so freely before. There was a wrestling match going
on so violently within me, it was impossible not to feel, or
notice it. I knew nothing about a Holy Spirit, or the Word of
God, but I now know this much, that night God did hear me,
and I was saved by His mercy, and the road to change had
begun for me.
I would like to say that from that moment on my life was
completely changed, externally I mean, but that did not happen
for me. It would be over many years still that this progression
would take place, even at times as it would seem to be at a snail’s pace. But for me, none of that matters now, as I have come
through it to be the man that I am now, as I sit at this keyboard.
Not perfect by any stretch of the imagination I can assure you,
but unquestionably and undeniably forever changed.
For several years now I have been drug and alcohol free,
no longer a slave to either. Additionally I have been sexually
abstinent now since 2009 since I am still remaining unmarried.
At the same time, I no longer fight, steal, lie, or curse, among
many other things that were so common to me, but these are
but the beginning of the change that God has done in me.
The greater changes have occurred, and still occur within the
hidden recesses of my heart and mind. Today I love God, and
I am an addict to His Word. The knowledge of Him has stolen
me away from this world, and it is the sweetest and most
pleasant thing that I could have ever imagined. Consequently,
I feel a deep abiding love and concern for others, and it is for
this reason that I have written this book for you.
My heart bleeds for you to know Him, my soul pleads for
you also to cry out to him, as I once did, and still do. I tell you
as truthfully as I know how, He is loving, and merciful, and
forgiving, and patient, and He is anxiously waiting for you. He
will hear you, and He will answer mightily all the pain that is
in your heart. You only have to ask. Yes time is short, so think
of it this way, every second that you do not call upon Him is
another second that you have to go without Him, and equally
as important, He without you.
Perhaps you may already be saved, but over time and
circumstances you have fallen victim to the many landslides
of life, seemingly separating you ever farther from your Father.
To you I would say this: He has not been moved away from
you, neither has His opinion changed, or His heartfelt desire
concerning you. Past guilt is behaving as your enemy, give
that also to Him. Let us not ever forget that Jesus died to bear
your shame and your guilt, in addition to your sin. Run back
to your Father just as the “prodigal son” was so wise to do.
He is forever looking over the barren landscapes of our lives
hoping only to see us in the distance as we approach. With
arms spread as wide as the beams that fastened wide the nail
pierced hands of Christ, He welcomes you to come home to
His certain embrace. I beg you not to walk, run my beloved,
run hard and fast to your God and Father, and King. Run now!
And lastly, for those of you who have and do know Him
well, all blessings and mercy, and peace and grace be to you.
To you I say, reach farther, go deeper, seek more, grow, stretch,
change, learn, and mature. Never become complacent, nor
comfortable within this world. Yearn, thirst, and hunger, for
His presence, to hear His voice, and to serve.
Ask yourself earnestly, what does this message mean for
you? What is the appropriate response given all that we have
learned? Where do you go from here? Do not do as the servant
that hid his lord’s “talent” in the ground as he awaited his
lord’s arrival, but rather be as the faithful servants that put
their “talents” to use and did produce an “interest” to present
to their lord at his return.
Take the message and make it your own. Study it, meditate
on it, speak it and teach to others. Become that “watchman”
that sits on the wall alerting the others to the seriousness of
the times in which we live. Be bold and courageous, stand up
and work for the good. Be fearless in your faith, and open wide
your mouth and testify “in season and out of season”. Be the
“salt” and the “light” that you were created to be. The God
of all creation has chosen you to live in this, the most crucial
time in all of human history. You are stronger than you know
you can be. Launch out in faith, and trust God to lead you and
direct you in all of your paths. Jesus is coming, and God has
preordained that you should be His welcoming committee.
Blow the trumpet and sound the alarm, the King is coming!
So there it is, the cold hard facts staring you in the face.
The future doesn’t hold a new and better career for you simply
because God desires to bless you. For that matter, you know
that mystical debt cancellation you’ve been waiting on from
God, or that new home, or that new husband or wife that God
has been planning to get to you, none of this is as high on His
priority list as it is on yours.
The truth is difficult times are ahead of us all. And until
we face that, we are as far away from being prepared for it
as we could possibly be. We are not here for God to bless us,
were actually here to be a blessing. We’re not here to take but
to give. We were never meant to serve self, not while there’s a
great King to serve.
About the author
Steven Medley was born in 1961 in the inner city of Chicago.
Born to a middle-aged father and a young but alcoholic mother,
it would be less than a year before his maternal mother would
abandon them both. The next nine years would be spent being
shipped around from various foster homes, and from one
school to the next. At age 10 he would finally come home to
stay with his quickly aging father. These would be the happiest
years of his life.
At seventeen Steven would enlist in the U.S. Marines and
four short years later he would receive an honorable discharge.
Upon his return home his father would die of lung cancer only
a short single year later. This would begin the darkest time
of Stevens life. Alcoholism, drug addiction, and a wide array
of criminal activities would eventually land him in the state
penitentiary where he would serve a total of forty-two months
behind bars. It would be there behind those same bars that he
would give his life to Jesus in 1991.
This would begin years of cultivating a personal and
intimate relationship with his newly discovered Savior. It
would be during this period of his life that he would uncover
the ever-present gift of prophecy lying previously dormant and
undetected within him.
Since then Steven Medley is a dedicated student and
researcher of the Word of God, with more than over 40,000
hours of collective study in the field of biblical prophecy.
Medley was born in Chicago Illinois, and currently resides
there with his newly gained wife and teenage daughter. He is
also the father of another daughter, and grandfather to three
Copyright Steven Medley